October 1

Gosh! I can't believe it's been over two weeks since I last posted a blog. I said I was going to blog everyday, but I have just been too exhausted. School is extremely stressful and I had 3 papers due this week. I have been doing a lot of emotional eating. I have not been to Jenny Craig in a while so I have no clue where I stand right now. It's less than 30 days until my birthday and I really wanted to lose 20 lbs by then, but I guess any weight loss right now is an added bonus. I want to lose 10 lbs by my birthday. That's gives me a good solid 4 weeks to work on that goal. I am going to get back on track this friday since I will have no excuses. My dad was having some financial problems so I couldn't afford the Jenny Craig food and without it I admit i'm pretty lost. I have even considered looking for a part-time job so that I can afford to buy the food on my own. I have to go in tommorow morning to get the results of the biopsy I had a few weeks ago. I have been losing sleep over this. I hope that everything turns out ok. Well it's late and I should go to bed. But i'm too anxious to sleep. I guess I will just watch movies until the sun comes up. I will be waiting all day in the waiting area so I will just get some sleep there.