9-11 Update

Today is 9-11 a date that will go down in history. The day the towers came down. I remember waking up that morning and turning on the tv ( I do that in the morning so I can see what time it is so I wont be late for school). I saw the plane crash into one building. I thought can this be real. I headed off to school not knowing what was going on. I turned on the radio to hear that the Sears tower might be a target that's when I knew something was wrong and I headed back home. My brother was downstairs with my dad. I was scared I didnt' know what was happening. It still scares me sometimes that it might happen again. So it was hard going into the hospital this morning and knowing I was there for a check up. It is a number that causes panic. I wanted the doctor to tell me I was ok and I had no tumors but she didn't she said I have to do a biopsy instead. I went numb. But I am not going to let this affect me I wont give it power. I know God is in control. So I have to go back in 3 weeks for the results. I know God will get me through this. As far as my weight-loss i'm 402 and i'm down 5 lbs since last week when I was 407. I am going to try to lose 3 lbs so I can get out of the fourest for good. I am excited about this week I will continue to walk as much as possible and work on getting sleep. I will not quit!