Wednesday, May 6, 2009 I'm back!!!

Wow so much has happened since I last posted a blog. It's already May. I can't beleive it. I stopped blogging about 6 months ago. Well right now i'm about the same weight I was when I made the last entry in October. I'm not going doing Jenny Craig anymore, but I started on a plan similar to it that I found on e-diets. I am still struggling with what kinds of foods to eat and how much. I am proud of the fact that I have stopped eating fast food. That was the reason why I kept gaining weight or not losing. I have a new plan and a new man. Maybe? I don't know i'm sorta starting out with someone, but we will see what happens. It's been a year since I broke up with my ex and now it seems like i'm finally over him. Also 4 years ago yesterday I had just returned from China. I was litterally on top of the world. On the great wall of China. I climbed 1,000 steps. How many people can say that they ever did that. I didn't go to school last semester, but i'm going back next month. I decided to just trust God with my life and my future. I can't worry about tommorow. All I can do is focus on today. Well I'm also back on Youtube posting video blogs. My new Youtube name is OoStarCareBearoO. So hopefully I will keep that channel for good. I hate that I keep closing my accounts, but I made a promise to people that I would stay on Youtube until I got to my goal. Which means I will be on Youtube for awhile. I am committing to posting at least 2 videos a month. Maybe more. Well I think that this is all I want to catch everyone who reads this blog up on. I will keep posting more blogs soon. I hope!

Back to school on Monday

Today is the last friday before school starts... I'm nervous and anxious... It was hard to sleep last night thinking that after the weekend is over, on monday I have to sit in a classroom again after so many years. As far as my weight-loss is concerned I plan to restrict my calorie intake this weekend so that I can be lighter on Monday when I start school... I need to make sure that I drink a lot of water and take all of my meds... I am starting to feel a little run down and I think it's my thyroid I haven't taken my levothyroxine for a week now... That must explain the unstableness of my moods among other things... As far as exercise goes I plan to just clean the house and count that as my exercise... I better get going I still have a lot that I need to get done like going to get my school ID and buying my school supplies... Hopefully I will remember to blog tommorow if i'm not too busy or too lazy or I forget to do it... I started this blog because since i'm not video blogging on Youtube I felt I needed some type of accountability even if no one reads this I know that it's keeping me accountable to myself...