He came for the sick, not the healthy!

As I embark on a journey of weight-loss surgery, I try to understand why my life is going this way. I keep going back to the scriptures in the bible about how God sent His son Jesus for a reason. He sent Him to earth for a purpose. Yes, His ultimate purpose was to die on the cross for our sins, so that we could get to heaven and be with God, but not only did He come to saves us and give us His gift of salvation, but He was sent to heal us. I love the scripture that says that He has come so that we may have life and have it more abundantly. I have kept rejecting God's healing, and have only been accepting His salvation. I have already been saved and I didn't want to be greedy and ask for more. I just know that Jesus said He came for the sick and not the healthy. Jesus is the ultimate Doctor. He has healed my heart. I can imagine how scarred it is, but Jesus wants to heal my body now. I have so many visions of seeing me and my husband dancing and walking by the lake, like a normal healthy couple. Enjoying also the pleasures of sex within marriage. I get so down on these things. Lord help me through this hard process and heal my body now. I want to be healthy in mind, spirit, and body, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.